Hello
And good night world. Attempt number 3 it is? Possibly.
21 Nov 11
God,
I shouldn’t care so much right? It’s just games and him being busy. I know sometimes we can’t always have that special time together because school, things come up, and he wants to do his own thing. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. It’s just that I have this selfish mindset sometimes and I start to over analyze the whole situation which is so small, but I make it into something huge when it shouldn’t be. Sigh… I know it’s not him. It is just me. I’m afraid to talk about it with him too.. Because I remember the last time I did he said some stuff that made me realize why did I even bring it up in the first place. I guess it was good though cause he opened my eyes. But I am stating to kinda have that weird forgotten feeling again… I know I shouldn’t cause he loves me dearly. I’m not jealous. I know it’s just a game. Not being able to hear his voice at night shouldn’t make me have a gloomy night… I depend on him to make me happy too much. It gets sad.. I also haven’t seen him in a week. Hah, I know… It’s only been a week right? It looks pretty sad for me. Some women have to grow throw months or years without seeing the one they love. And I’m sitting here complaining how I didn’t see him for a week? Oh, Sharon… What has gotten into you? It’s love I say! It really is. I told him not too long ago that I fell hard for him… He really doesn’t know how hard. People might think I am sprung, but I don’t think so. Anyway… There is absolutely no reason in my right mind to be jealous. So, I really shouldn’t bother. And he doesn’t forget about me.. No way.. Hey God, thanks for reading. This has really.. Helped. :) I can sleep peacefully, without hearing his voice or not.
10 Mar 11
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